Wednesday, February 10, 2010
What's all this about on backstabbing & bad-mouthing one other ? I really don't understand .. Why do we still bad-mouth each other even if we are the very best of friends ? Argh ... ... Lets just be truthful then.
To Sharry:
Yes I admit that my life is good. But you think I don't have any family problems at all ? You think my parents are flawless ? Let me tell you, NOBODY is perfect & 家家有本难念的经 ! My mum may seem to be fine all the time now, but she had depression in the past (I remember telling you about it) & she can just vent her frustrations on my dad & me anytime. Whenever she does that, my dad & I will have to keep on giving in to her & just let her release her steam on us, no matter how harsh her words were to us. You think I like being vented on ? Of course I don't ! Even you wouldn't like it right ? Besides, she will keep complaining that nobody is doing any housework & so my dad & I will have to help her with it or not we will get scolded by her. & you think your life is not good ? Wake up your idea lady !! Feel very fortunate to have a house to live in, food to eat & even a mother who cares for you ! All those people that doesn't even have homes to live in, food to eat & kinless due to natural disasters are then considered to have bad lifes ! I did complained about my mum for forcing me to do things that I don't want to but I know that its for my own good. So stop scolding & questioning your mum already. Even I, who is merely your friend, feels very upset after reading what you had written about your mum. So if she personally reads it, wouldn't she feel very hurt ? Yes she may have did & said things that have hurt you a lot. But do you know that she is just concerning about you ? For the housework, I never blamed my mum for forcing me indirectly to do it as I'm also living in the house & I should play a part in keeping the house clean. So you should also help your mum with the house chores for a little at least & shouldn't say that you will not help at all as she is doing everythink ALONE. At the very least she didn't force you indirectly & only told you to do so. Although she did nag at you sometimes, she will still finish up herself in the end right ? Unlike my mum, she will just leave the chores undone until my dad or me starts doing it first. Anyways .. you also did some things in the past which made me feel very upset & angry. You made me feel that you are using me to gain advantage for yourself. But since its already in the past, I don't want to talk about it anymore & I've already forgiven you for that. I hope you won't make the same mistakes again. I'm sorry for being straightforward here & I know what I said might have hurt you somehow. But I just want you to think about it, especially the part about your mum & your life not being good. (:
To Stella:
Now its my turn to say sorry for not being a good friend. I'm sorry for leaving you out if I did & I'm also sorry for treating you as a displacement of LJM during Sec 2. For now, I don't know if I still leave you out & I also don't know why you refused to join us (the gang you mentioned in your post) for celebrations. I know that you don't like to go to KBox but can't you at least join us for lunch or dinner ? At the least we still can get to meet up & chat for a little. & some of the things you said to me .. are quite hurtful. They made me think negatively & I keep thinking that you detest me. Maybe I just misunderstood your words .. I'm also sorry if I said things that have hurt you here. (:
So ... thats all I want to say to the both of you. Maybe you both don't regard me as a friend anymore after reading this post. But do remember that the both of you are my greatest buddies ! (including TingHui ..)
* my dreams_
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